on tour. woke up alone in the dark last night in a van with no lights after having a series of short nightmares about murder, ineptly disposing of bodyparts& botching fake 911 phonecalls. looked over & saw lying next to me in the van is an old woman. i reach a shaky hand over to her face to feel if she is real&her skin crumbles like a stale pastry.i start shrieking,can't figure out the door,scream more,climb out the window, stand in driveway,realize i am an idiot.
ps: this is my band